I’m Not June Cleaver
Sometimes when reading blogs I wonder what the person on the other side of that computer looks like. When we read things about people, we sort of imagine them in our heads. Well, at least I do.
If you’re a regular reader on this blog, then I have to wonder how you visualize me. Do you think I’m a version of June Cleaver or Martha Stewart? Do you picture me as a person with a totally clean house, everything put in its place, all the laundry done, a clean kitchen, and perfectly behaved children? (If you don’t want to hear anything but these nice things, then just ignore this post and continue reading another article. lol) Or do you picture me as a person just like you?
I just have to confess that I have felt so out of sorts lately. I don’t know what is going on. When I left my job at the preschool, I worked on catching up on household chores. I was getting all the laundry done, trying new recipes for my family, cooking almost every night, clipping coupons, doing the grocery game, writing for four websites, and on and on.
Now, it seems as though I can’t keep afloat. I gave up one of the websites and I still feel no relief. Each day I struggle just to get the housework done and a few articles. I know everyone has their moments, but honestly, I’ve felt this way for about two months.
I kept thinking that after Christmas all of this would go away. But it hasn’t!!!! I have a lot going on in January and I keep thinking that things will be normal after this month. Honestly, I’m scared that I might be saying this again next month.
I’ve told you about the birthday party for my cousin that I helped with. Now I feel a relief to let you all in on my business. My husband has been gone out of the country on a missions trip. I haven’t told you this before because I don’t like to advertise when my husband’s not around. I’m sure you can understand that. It has been nerve wracking thinking of him going to a foreign country where some people have been kidnapped. Thankfully, he is returning today.
He’ll be home for a few days and then we’re off to winter camp with the youth from church. My parents are coming here to take care of the kids. Seriously, I hope that after that I can get “back to normal” and not feel so overwhelmed.
How are things your way? Is your life slowing down now that Christmas is over?
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6 opinions for I’m Not June Cleaver
heather
Jan 14, 2008 at 3:35 pm
You know–I tend to get into ruts like that where I feel like I am trying to do too much all at once and there is no relief. That is usually when God knocks me off my feet for a while. It happened last year, and has happened again this year. Just relax and do the next thing–things will come together in His time. (Oh, and having ones husband out of town for any reason is ALWAYS a stressful time.)
mom_of_14
Jan 14, 2008 at 6:11 pm
i agree with heather. having your husband gone…especially in a place where you worry for his safety…being alone with the little ones…and just plain having too much on your plate…is enough to bum anyone out. you might want to cut back a little on some of the tasks you’ve taken on and see if a little more relaxation time helps. on most days i feel so energized that nothing can stop me…but then other times, without warning, i find my energy totally zapped and my chores increased and i feel like i’m running circles getting nothing whatsoever done. sometimes, you just have to go with the slump…you don’t HAVE to have a perfectly clean house and 4 blogs/websites and gormet meals on the table. sit down, pop in a video for the little skittles, cuddle one in each arm and relax if even for just an hour or so. you’re doing a terrific job karen!!!!!!!!!!
p.s. there arfe no real june cleavers
jessica
Jan 14, 2008 at 9:28 pm
If i lived close to you, i’d offer to clean your house while you were gone. i’m sorry that things are stressful. i’m glad your husband is back and i wish you God’s peace and i’m excited how He’ll show you Himself through this time.
kellys
Jan 15, 2008 at 5:41 am
You take on somuch because you are a big hearted person. You need to slow down and stop saying yes to stuff. I have the same problem. So I have started using my outlook calendar that has color built in. If I have something that I have scheduled that doesn’t involve my DH and kids, then I only allow myself 2 things a month. That way I stop overwhelmng myself.
And, girl, you have seen my house. I had to do something!!!!!!!!!
I am so glad GW is back in town. That would stress me out no matter where the trip would have been. You are doing fine and I will call you soon. I have to go to work today.
Fran
Jan 15, 2008 at 9:18 am
I always feel like this in January. And February. I start coming out of it in March. I think its just the letdown time after the holidays and wanting to do clean out and organizing everything! After years of feeling like this, I have realized that I just need to take it in stride, not beat myself up, do what I can, don’t try to do everything, and look forward to the spring!
I have enjoyed your blog!
Fran
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